[=P]

till now, i still like tis picture very much~ =)

i like tis pic too!!! muaksss
sis~ cant wait to see u again~~
we go to explore nice nice place to yamcha~

everyone likes 么么~
么么是多么的好抱~
i like么么verymuch~
many people envy tat i have tis 么么~
^_^

[原来]

现在才知道
原来装笑很难。。
我很努力的不让你知道我不开心
笑了
承重的嘴角撑起来了
很痛很辛苦
没想到，我也会伪装笑容
发现真的很难

开始越来越了解自己了
也越来越担心这样的自己
以前不是这样的
喜欢一个人的自由
但害怕被抛下的寂寞
这是我。。

也许我早已经遗忘
当初是怎么开始飞翔
如果我是应该要被如此对待的
那为什么一开始却对我敞开胸怀
以前从来没有过
因为朋友不会这样对我
现在
真的感受到什么是被抛下的寂寞
想念以前的我
所以总是回不了神

也许我跟不上
也许我太重友情
但我也都接受了
因为在怎么挣扎呐喊都没有用
这种渐行渐远 快习惯到没感觉
当下的心痛真的让我想流泪
不过干涸的眼已经流不出泪了
走到这里
不想因为这样而流泪
宿命吧
承认曾经备受煎熬
但现在虽然已找不到原来的我
但我会开心
这个我
还是陪着我自己
看着那片蓝天
坐在那片草原
望着自己的梦想

陈佳敏
不管现在发生什么事
那也都会过去
下次微笑 我会骄傲
放晴的感觉多么好
不放弃总会等得到 我那熬过风暴
真的微笑 ^_^

（听着杨丞琳的‘下一次微笑’）

[life]

i m here again

^_^

busy this few weeks

exam around corner

worry worry and worry

worry being forced to withdraw

but..

nvm.

i will accept the outcome

just

let it be

perhaps

god will open another door when the door infront is closed

i will know what to do

my plan's processing

anyway

the main thing for me is not to let parents down

make proud of them

daddy mummy i love u <3

today's test

hmm

feel kind of

distress

i had been studying this test for weeks

but it ended in 1 hour time

it was

terrible

wondering if this course suit me

there r more test coming onwards

not enuf time to prepare alr

hw+assignment+exam

kind of unbelievable on my life style now

no shopping

no k song

no yamcha

no television

n i have only a laptop that help to connect me and the world

cant imagine the life without it

love u QQ

now...

i m doing report at 1st

now end with blogging

hilarious..

hav extra energy today

wonder y also

kind of happy when no electric just now

but now gt back

so...

time to sleep

see u

^_^